I was diagnosed with Conduct Disorder in 2007 at age 15 along with Asperger's and ADHD.
I've killed animals for fun, I've hurt people and enjoyed it, I've vandalised many things, including my headteacher's car, I've robbed a boy my age and punched him to the ground, I nearly drowned my brother in a swimming pool once and laughed about it after, I like drinking a lot and smoking weed and cigarettes, other's painis my pleasure (no exaggeration there), I just can't find myself relating to other people and I've robbed my own family.
I had an argument with a boy in class the other day so I sharpened a pencil and put it in my pocket to stab him with it after class but he had left before I found him, also, I got beaten up once in 2008 and I went looking for this guy for ages with a big knife in my pocket because in my mind he needed to die, and I think he still does, I will try if I see him.
I've also attacked my parents because they deserved it.
I regularly have homicidal ideation about family and everyone else, sometimes I want to kill them out of anger sometimes just for fun.
I know this is part of Antisocial Personality Disorder but I hasve never felt bad about anything and yes I have read about what feeling guilt and remorse is, but I can't relate to it.
Do kids with Conduct Disorder also have no conscience like an adult sociopath?
All I do these days is carry a knife, smoke a lot, drink whenever I can, have homicidal ideation, run across the road and buy things without thinking, threaten people, compulsively lie, attack animals for fun and try to manipulate people.
Would the behaviour I exhibit now and my previous behaviour qualify me for a diagnosis of Antisocial Personality Disorder?
Is this antisocial behaviour down to the Asperger's, because I've heard they feel remorse for their antisocial behaviour whereas I have never felt it. And yes I do have Asperger's as well as Conduct Disorder because I have poor motor functioning, high IQ, poor posture, clumsiness, poor coordination, conversations always revolve around me and I ask a lot of questions.
Please answer everything, thank you.
P.S I post this repeatedly because I'm a bit obsessive, and there's also the fact that I haven't had a straight answer.
Suggestion:
You are a sociopath, You have Antisocial personality disorder. Trust me, Let me guess, You hurt pets, you lie and steal, you get angry, you HATE being bored.
Let also guess, You had a rough childhood, you couldn't understand why people behaved in a certain way, you think they are fools for doing something and they just can't see the logic behind things.
If I'm right, then yes you do qualify
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