my boyfriend has gone on holiday for 2 months he's returning in 2 weeks from 2day.
me & him r pretty much in love, a month after he gets back it will be our 1 year anniversary..since my boyfriend and i have been together we have never gone 3 days without seeing each other.. & i am missing him somuch, i find it so hard to be 'normal' without him, he kept me sane and helped me to stop smoking and doing bad things etc.. now that he's gone i feel like i have become really needy and i know thats not a good thing. i send him emails, and facebook messages (but as i have his passwords, i end up deleting them after realisingg i'm being needy). i am at my dads house at the moment where i don't have any friends and everybody around here seems stuck up so going out with friends is out of the option.. my dad works a lot so he doesnt really keep my company. my boyfriend seems really cool about everything but i guess he's staying strong so i dont breakdown as i have been under depression for a while for a different reason. i feel like a total loser because all i do is stay on here all day (it does help a lot but i dont want to end up having ''laptop eyes'' lol) lately i have been acting like i don't care but it also comes across as though im doubtin his love and i know dat hurt him when i made myself sound less excited when he phone me. but i want to make it up to him when he gets back for being a moany b*** and also show him that i have definately missed him and also show him what he's been missing out on. any ideas for things i could do.. (not at home, because my household will ruin it) i am 16 he is 18..
no rude answers please. and thankyou in advance
Suggestion:
You need to write to him and open your heart like you did to us. Due to your age this is all i can recommend
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