I am diagnosed with schizoaffective disorder bipolar type in the USA and schizophrenia in Mexico. i take a lot of pills. some of my symptoms are irregular speech,hearing voices,weight gain, stomach problems, uncomfortable thoughts. I have a dealer who wants to sell me 1/8 of mushrooms but im afraid ill overdose or od on mushrooms since ive never done em and i feel high all the time as it is. last time i drank honey whiskey ended up almost blacking out but in a butterfly effect thing like photographs slowly watching. i think that i can od easily on most things. i dont try to od but i drank a lot last time. See i have problems with grammar and speech..blah blah sorry for my behavior
Really, i want to know if i can overdose, if mushrooms are poisonous (they are chemically made or natural, but my dealer gets chemical stuff), should i do it? what are positive effects or negative effects) i have smoked weed three times since my disorder was diagnosed but only once did it relieve my headaches, which make me feel suicidal. I kind of want to do hard drugs for the experience, but w/e i hardly like doing them. also the price is high at 40. any opinions?
Suggestion:
Exercise for the adrenaline. The brain produces the best drugs known to man. Force yourself to do the things you know are healthy and better for you. Substance abuse is the worst way to deal with life's problems.
