I tried smoking weed for the first time today. I was a bit hesitant at first but eventually I relaxed. After I became high, my friends and I were laughing hysterically, and suddenly my friend asked me to move out of the way so that she could go and get something across the room and I started to cry hysterically. I was sad because I thought she didn't like me or something just because she told me to move out of the way. Then later, my friends were trying to cheer me up and kept complimenting me and saying nice things, and I started to cry again because they were being so nice. I cried again later because I thought my friends didn't care about me and when I stopped, I started to cry again because I thought they cared too much about me.
Is weed always going to have this effect on me? Is it weird that it does have this affect on me? Does it depend on the type of weed?
Suggestion:
The weed you smoked just made you emotional. Very emotional. Marijuana has a way of doing that to you; altering you perceptions on different things. In your case altering your perception on how you viewed what your friends said.
As to if this will happen to you the next time, I have no idea. Just stayed chill when you smoke and smoke a little bit at a time and enjoy it. Smoking marijuana is like a new experience everytime you light up a new joint/blunt, after a few good uses though you will develope a pattern of your outcomes. Try a little bit more and see if you start to feel emotional after that bit.
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Marijuana is a hallucinogenic and borderline psychedelic drug. It is almost harmless physically but it can be quite a trip for inexperienced users. It sounds like weed makes you emotional. That's not completely normal, although the paranoia you experienced (when you thought your friend didn't like you) is. The more you get used to it, the less intense it will feel. But I wouldn't smoke it habitually, it can turn into a crutch.
simple solution: DONT SMOKE WEED.
Weed is a depressant. it can even lead to suicide in some people. Stay away from it. Now you know what it does to you.
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