I am a guy turning 16 in about a month. I live a mostly solitary live due to the fact that my dad lives out of state and my mom works. My siblings are never home cause there in college. This solitary life is (I think) The main cause in my masterbation habbit. I have been trying to stop but that has prove difficult but possible and I have been making progress. I have some friends but no one that I would hang out with out of school. There is a group of friends that I do hang out with after school but those people are into drugs ( which I am fine with cause I do smoke marijuana but not often) this is diffcult because I hAve to lie to my retard mom whenever I go hang out with them and she is always suspicous when I get home. I am also very bad talking to girls too.
I do talk to girls in class and in other situations but it is never anything more than talking in class and I can never take it to the next level (ask her out) it is not that I am ugly or gross I consider myself average. But anytime I do have a conection with a girl is at a party when we are smoking or drinking. I only do that kind of stuff like once a month or so because I keep grades at my top Priority. Now I don't want people responding that I need Jesus or religon in my life because I am agnostic and not changing. Or I also don't want people to say that I need to stop smoking or drinking cause I am not stoping that. I just want some advice to help me be more social. (and please forgive my typos cause I did this on my iPod touch)
Suggestion:
Get therapy!
