Only started smoking seriously when I was 30… I'd messed about with fags a bit in school, like you do, but from the age of 16 – 30, I never touched them… but, following a terrible trauma I started again just after my 30th birthday.. just maybe 5 or so a day, but it gradually crept up till, by the time I was 40, I was on 50 a day… I was extremely lucky (if you can call it that), and I had an accident which left me in a coma for 4 days, and very ill for a further week or so, and I eventually left hospital after about 3 weeks… and desperate for a fag!! So, I get home, and my friend came to look after me, and went shopping. I asked her to get me some cigarettes….. and she said no…. and I have never smoked since.. not even one, not even a drag of one… the nearest I get is to get the packet of cigs from people who do smoke, and sniff that glorious wonderful smell of cigarettes….. that was June 1997…. but I still want one.. now and then, say every couple of weeks, I really really really want one.. just one… anyone else out there that has gone as long as me, and caved in? What I am so tempted to do is get one of those pretend cigarettes that you put a nicotine thing in.. I so so want one
Suggestion:
Do you know, if I could buy any cigarettes that did me no harm whatsoever and did not smell so awful (if you give them up you sure do smell them and they smell bad!) I'd start up straight away, BUT THEY ARE NOT! they will KILL you and you stink to high heaven, FIGHT IT MAN!
are you a MAN or a MOUSE? DON'T DO IT
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